If you think you're a facing hard life, read this and rethink what you can do towards your problems. it's a song actually, but contains a lot of beauty.

[Verse 1]:

Okay, here it goes again, like it has never been

Straight and right, trying to reach what I’ve seen

Sometimes I feel like it’s been literary years ago

Even if I’m only 19 I achieved a lot of things, though

I wish I never went to that school at the first time

So that I would never take my parents for any blame

I wish I had the choice to choose that voice over others

I wish I had the strength to save the people to whom my shit matters

I wish I never opened my eyes on a war, and took a place among the stars

So that I won’t turn so gloom and be a joker with scary scars

I wish I wasn’t there to witness that horrible night

A grandpa with last words, and everybody holding his picture so tight

I wish I didn’t suffer, and be the mouse who didn’t give up and transformed the butter

I wish now that I can hardly feel better, forget old shit and try to change this fucking weather

I wish life wasn’t hard, and I wasn’t mature enough before time

So that can never make this undefeated fire starting from that inconsiderable flame

I wish and my wish, is maybe like a big ocean full of misery and I am the fish

Holding on to some beautiful rays of hope, that made my heart stretch

[Hook]:

Is this a wish, is this what I have been looking for?

I know it’s hard to say but I just can take it anymore

Not anymore (x2)

Seems like a long struggle with no barriers, but it is actually a song of my carrier

But overall, I am not sure if I can just carry on anymore

Anymore (x2)

[Verse 2]:

I wish I never took that first smoke, from that person in the corner

In that night where I felt so lonely and ready to destroy my future

Then days went like spring air, and I was going so fast like a spear

Yes I fought, cried and thought, how can I possibly escape this snare and overcome fear

I wish I had enough time with my both parents when I was a child, and I

Wish my dad, was never hard to reach and he was never that mad

I wish my grandma was never sick, and hurt herself to carry me to get over

I wish I could one day make it to repay her, even what she did for me is way more

I wish uncle was still here, and that he never left even with honor

What a country could repay a mom after her son has been token from her

I wish I still have enough strength, to keep on seeking and reach,

What I’ve been looking for since the old me restored in surface in 1 Inch

I wish I never hurt anyone, never been sad and too damn bad

Like never being so called egomaniac, and help people, but yet I ‘m glad

I wish there was somebody to understand me before, when I was missed up and down to the floor

Somebody to help me, before I collapsed, and feel ashamed beside the store

I wish I had a beautiful and powerful voice, so these little words could reach the world

And I never lied about the nature of the inspiration, and give the true list on which I stood

[Hook]:

Is this a wish, is this what I have been looking for?

I know it’s hard to say but I just can take it anymore

Not anymore (x2)

Seems like a long struggle with no barriers, but it is actually a song of my carrier

But overall, I am not sure if I can just carry on anymore

Anymore (x2)

[Verse 3]:

I wish I have never fallen in love, so I can never sing the blues

I wish our relation on 8th grade never happened, I wasn’t supposed to lose

I wish my heart isn’t wide open since then, to feed its vacuum, and I

Wish I could realize Adele’s hypothesis and find someone like you

I wish I never heard to be careful what I wish for, because

years later this thing happened and I found somebody who was much better

But I never forget you old friend, you’re gold

And now I have some new love, some new confess to be told

I don’t want to have the same scenario to be repeated, and feel the cold

Am I fucking insane? Why did I put Besties as a code? Easiest thing I could?

I wish I had the courage to ask her, no fear no shit like just me and her

I wish she would understand my ambiguity and say yes, I am 110% sure she’d say no

I wish those people on my squad list lasts forever, rip to Hamza who left us sooner than ever

I wish there would be only peace… nothing else but happiness

And everybody around can handle his life without stress

I wish, and maybe it could never occur, everybody enjoy ambiguity

And be transparent through souls rather than words …. Too much pity

[Hook]:

Is this a wish, is this what I have been looking for?

I know it’s hard to say but I just can take it anymore

Not anymore (x2)

Seems like a long struggle with no barriers, but it is actually a song of my carrier

But overall, I am not sure if I can just carry on anymore

Anymore (x2)

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